Rajab Month Pray

we are now in the 2nd day of Rajab month. as our prophet, Rasulullah Muhammad SAW, tought us, we should pray for the blessingness of this month. Rasulullah Muhamamd SAW already prepares himself to meet the Ramadhan since the Ramadhan is over (Syawal month), but he intensively prepares himself 2 months before the Ramadhan comes. it's start from Rajab month. "Allahumma Bariklana fi Rajaba wa Sya'bana wa Ballighna Ramadhana", oh Allah, bless us in Rajab and Sya'ban month, and allow us to meet Ramadhan...amin...lets get prepare for Ramadhan...

my ordinary friend, an extraordinary mom

she's just an ordinary people, came from a common family, not so rich, but she is an extraordinary mom, i'm so proud of her. she's my friend, she has 5 kids, she raises them in a good way, i know that her economic living is so limited, but still she can feed her kids well. her kids grow with a healthy body. so different from me, we can say that i can afford more then she can, but still i'm faraway left behind in raising kids. my kids grow not in ideal body, especially Khalid. he is so tiny. he's almost 5 but he looks like a 2 years child. indeed, Khalid doesnt like a milk. he stopped drink an UHT milk when he was 2 years old. but its not the only reason why he has a tiny body, i must admit, im not good in feeding my kids, though there's a lot of food. i'm sorry Khalid, hope there's something we can do to raise your body. i know that it's not too late to make it better. i learn many from my friend in raising kids and taking care of family. may Allah help me to do the best.

i didnt love it

I’ve tried hard to love this post, and i’ve tried my best to do the job, but still i cant love it full. It’s all start when my boss point me to occupied this post. Its my fault bcoz i didnt refuse it at first, i appriciated my boss,its such an honor that he trusted me, i never thougt that it will be so difficult by now. And I thougt its getting worst. My boss seemed dissapointed. He expected more, but i gave only a little. I’ve sacrificed many, but the biggest sacrifice i’ve ever done is hurt feeling. I cant counted how many times these tears were falling, this heart was injured. I tried to understand them, but they do not understand me. Well, i cant blamed them, its their right to did so, becuse they wanted to escape from guilty when a problem came trough, it was a common way to blame the oc, when something’s happened. Its already became tho oc’s destiny. How pity ...