i didnt love it

I’ve tried hard to love this post, and i’ve tried my best to do the job, but still i cant love it full. It’s all start when my boss point me to occupied this post. Its my fault bcoz i didnt refuse it at first, i appriciated my boss,its such an honor that he trusted me, i never thougt that it will be so difficult by now. And I thougt its getting worst. My boss seemed dissapointed. He expected more, but i gave only a little. I’ve sacrificed many, but the biggest sacrifice i’ve ever done is hurt feeling. I cant counted how many times these tears were falling, this heart was injured. I tried to understand them, but they do not understand me. Well, i cant blamed them, its their right to did so, becuse they wanted to escape from guilty when a problem came trough, it was a common way to blame the oc, when something’s happened. Its already became tho oc’s destiny. How pity ...